Piggy-backing onto my last post regarding organic vs artificial, let’s suppose, for example, we are all in a game, living on a game board. We can call it the Matrix, like the movie, or call it a simulation. The person who is ‘me = Donna’ is represented by my game piece, or avatar. I move around the game board square by square, believing I’m getting somewhere, but wait, almost like the game “Shoots and Ladders” (“Snakes and Ladders” in the UK) I land on a ‘shoot’ and down I go back where I started. Brush myself off, maybe next time if I’m lucky enough, I’ll land on a ‘ladder’ and climb because it feels better to climb.

Breaking Free from Imposed ‘Reality’


Piggy-backing onto my last post regarding organic vs artificial, let’s suppose, for example, we are all in a game, living on a game board. We can call it the Matrix, like the movie, or call it a simulation. The person who is ‘me = Donna’ is represented by my game piece, or avatar. I move around the game board square by square, believing I’m getting somewhere, but wait, almost like the game “Shoots and Ladders” (“Snakes and Ladders” in the UK) I land on a ‘shoot’ and down I go back where I started. Brush myself off, maybe next time if I’m lucky enough, I’ll land on a ‘ladder’ and climb because it feels better to climb.

Anything goes on this game board. You can choose to experience whatever you like – as long as it remains within the confines of the board. Also, everything is based on frequency and vibration, including our avatars. And one more important thing to note, the game is rigged – NO ONE REALLY WINS – only the game controller benefits.

Piggy-backing onto my last post regarding organic vs artificial, let’s suppose, for example, we are all in a game, living on a game board. We can call it the Matrix, like the movie, or call it a simulation. The person who is ‘me = Donna’ is represented by my game piece, or avatar. I move around the game board square by square, believing I’m getting somewhere, but wait, almost like the game “Shoots and Ladders” (“Snakes and Ladders” in the UK) I land on a ‘shoot’ and down I go back where I started. Brush myself off, maybe next time if I’m lucky enough, I’ll land on a ‘ladder’ and climb because it feels better to climb.

What if life was actually like that – all the time thinking we’re moving along linearly going somewhere, but actually we’re in a game, on the same game board, possibly going nowhere. So why would I play? What if I didn’t have an awareness of choice and had to keep playing? It feels kind of hopeless like a life sentence. Sounds depressing really, but It can get better, I promise.

Present times are crushing humanity’s self-respect as we are being led down a path of poverty, powerlessness, dependence, sickness and heavy burdens. This grim future does not have to be the final sentence. Will fear be your jailer? It’s your choice to comply or not.

The good news is more and more people are unwilling to fall for the next bunch of lies! More and more will not comply and are questioning the contrived reality as it’s being served up. Awakened people are coming together and creating alternatives to the toxic choices deliberately placed onto the carefully contrived menu of the day.

Game over’ when there’s enough people refusing to comply.

It’s my belief we are existing on a prison-like planet which capitalizes on our lower vibrational emotional energy to fortify and solidify the bars. (Remember, everything is frequency based, including our emotions.) Our fear is their heroin. Depression, apathy, loathing, anxiety, suffering to name just a few, all serve to make the welds of the bars stronger. Why is the ‘news’ all fear-based? I’ve been aware of this, and trying to get free for years, causing me loads of frustration – in a sense, finding myself back where I started.

I’d get a glimpse of freedom, perhaps lifted off the game board for a few seconds, only to slide back into the black goo of this reality. My avatar is fed up and no longer wants to play this rigged game. I just want to find a way out!

A vicious circle indeed.

How do I Stop Vicious Cycles

How do I end this cycle of free/not free? I feel good for a time and then the suppression and heaviness starts to invade my being. The negative beliefs pour in: “Why can’t you sustain freedom?” and the next thing I know – I’m beating myself with the sticks I find spread throughout the prison yard. Sticks like: “How come you can’t get this?” “What’s wrong with you?” It’s tiring really and horribly true. But it’s not the truth.

This prison matrix is incredibly complex and sophisticated. For some, it will be all they ever know. This very small visual spectrum labeled ‘existence’ will act as the bars of confinement for many. Within these bars we are fed constant lies, all to help sustain the illusion that this is all there is. These lies have one purpose – to keep us from knowing who we truly are.

Perhaps our overwhelming fear of death is really about not wanting to face another recycle into this depressing matrix. I’ve known for a long time and determined to break free by finding a way out.

We are not our bodies, minds, or thoughts. We are spirit. We are infinite awareness.

Here’s some examples of lies:

  • LIE 1: We are our gender/sexuality. We are our jobs and financial status. We are the color of our skin. We are our ethnicity or our religion. We are defined by and identify with anything other than who we really are. The more labels, the farther away from our true self, the more invested in the game.
  • LIE 2: We are here learning lessons so we can grow and move up and out of this existence. We continually come back to this ‘matrix/reality’ because we are being recycled, unable to escape. It doesn’t matter how many lessons we learn, only to forget once we are re-born back here – it won’t get us out. Forgetting who we are is another one of the game restrictions, making it really hard for anyone to access or remember our magnificence.
  • LIE 3: It’s not that bad . . .
Plagiarism in blogging

More clarification needed on this one:

  • Keep your vibration high so you can leave. There is truth to this statement as our vibration needs to be higher (at death especially) than the vibration which holds us here. I know the ‘new age’ quest for love, light and bliss is just another hopeless trap set up for failure. I’ve always wondered though: “How do I obtain a high vibration within this matrix?” I can’t fake it till I make it, that’s incongruent, and I can’t fool frequency.

Think about it. Trying to get free of the game board while playing the game is impossible. My avatar is just moving along on this rigged board – one square at a time having an experience. My vibration gets too high, the game controllers interfere and wack it down. Too many happy/free people is not good for their business!

So how is it done? Let’s keep exploring here . . .

Stubbornly I continued on with my quest for freedom, really believing I would find it. Then I read a quote from Werner Erhard, a great influencer in my life, which got me thinking. I must give up believing I’m not free in order to get/experience freedom. Yes, exactly! Inherently, the mere action of looking for something means you believe you don’t have it.

Also helping me along my freedom journey, I came across the story of a man who obtained freedom in jail. This fascinated me. Years ago I wrote a post about Sydney Rittenberg, an American living in China who was taken from his home and thrown in jail. He somehow managed to put all resentment aside and create freedom within the walls. Wow, freedom in jail! He’s onto something!

What I’ve gathered is that when I identify with my avatar, I’m silently consenting to being conditioned and limited by imposed (or at least strongly suggested) restrictions. I forfeit my power and allow others to condition me and tell me who I am, how to live and what I can and can’t do. In this case, my avatar becomes ‘I’ as my identity and places the bars around me essentially cutting off any possible escape.

When I remember who I truly am, dis-identified from my avatar in the matrix, anything is possible. When I declare that this experience is not about the ‘me’ as a matrix-defined individual, but about me as an infinite awareness, all-knowingness self having an experience – then my existence can transform. This allows me to be free and leave this matrix once and for all.

Me as identified with labels and in fear in the matrix = Not free

Me as identified with infinite awareness having an experience = Free

Thank you David Icke for providing this last piece of the puzzle. I recently watched a Brian Rose interview with David Icke. It was brilliant. David spoke about his new book: The Trap. So much of what he shared rang true for me and my experience on Earth. I could personally verify what he was saying through the many experiences I’ve had.

A way out:

This is not me.
This is an experience that me is having.
I am infinite awareness – all knowing having an experience.

david icke

He challenged people to go through their life for the next 30 days like this: everywhere you go, everything you do, do it from the above perspective, essentially looking at this reality through a level of expanded awareness. He also mentioned that we will inevitably get caught back into the matrix, but to gently remind ourselves it isn’t who we are and to bring ourselves once again into the awareness of being infinite having an experience.

So when I get caught back up in the dramas of the game – no worries, I remember and repeat who I am. No more to pick up that stick and beat myself because that’s what fuels the matrix. No more to keep searching for something that is inherently who I am. Get out of jail free – it’s just an experience I’m having, knowing now I can finally leave, no more recycling back into the mad matrix – thank you God.

Final Thoughts and Recommendations:

  1. Make ‘NO’ the most important thing that comes out of your mouth when asked to do something against your inner knowing. Don’t play the game!
  2. Become a witness of this world. Practice being with your observer self. This will help you be in the world but not of it, assisting you in naturally maintaining a higher vibration.
  3. Maintain your self respect by no longer participating in defacing yourself. Don’t fall into the trap! You are infinite awareness having an experience!
  4. Make your own game board – preferably a black and white checkered one, like a chess board. Let them know you are playing your own game! Place things on your board that remind you of who you truly are: things that you have created and things that open and expand your heart.
  5. God is in everything. Kindness above all – to self and others. Best to stay away from judgment.
  6. Much of this rings true for me at this time in my awareness. It may not be for you. Please only take what resonates and discard the rest.

Click here to watch Brian Rose and David Icke (you’ll need your email to watch, but it’s well worth it!)

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8 responses to “Breaking Free from Imposed ‘Reality’”

  1. The Dark Alive Avatar

    Hey Donna, thanks for sharing this 🙂 A lot of things to ponder in this life, and you have brought the heart of it to the surface. Freedom in jail; fascinating. 💜

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    1. The Path to My Heart Avatar

      Hi Kate! Thanks for stopping by. Yes, my fascination with being free in jail – and how it ended up being closer to the truth than not. It’s one of those things I couldn’t let go of – like a dog with a bone – I’ve been determined to know this freedom! There certainly are lots of things to ponder!! ❤️

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  2. Julia Preston Avatar

    So much juicy, meaty grist for the mill here, Donna—Like you, I’ve been traveling this path for a long, long time, and most of what you write is quite familiar. Two things stand out: one is my gratitude for the beautiful reminder to remember what I know that I so frequently tend to forget, and the other is how well you have presented it all. Thank you! I’m looking forward to meeting you ‘in person’ once we make it to Nirvana!

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    1. The Path to My Heart Avatar

      Hi Julia! Thank you for your lovely comment! Yes, it does seem like a long, long, long …. time traveling on this path. I need reminders also, it’s easy to get stuck but good to know there’s an exit – and will be very cool to meet up!

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  3. Sue Dreamwalker Avatar

    I really enjoyed this post Donna.. I did watch that interview with David, and yes a very enlightening conversation too..
    So many points you raised here. The ‘Trap’ of which I have fallen into many of them over the years.

    To Understand the Game, one has to be aware of the rules.. But that is difficult when for thousands of years we have been led to believe in rules which were lies..

    Raising one’s frequency is made to sound complicated especially via those Gurus who would have us believe we can only reach Utopia by sitting on our heels repeating mantra’s all day.

    While I have repeated Mantra’s on and off for years also many Affirmations, it’s not going to change our frequencies if we are not prepared to change our intentions and ways of being..

    Being true to ourselves is a very good starting point.. Saying NO! and I found your List of recommendations and excellent starting point..

    We need our own set of rules and we need to understand the Game fully .

    Understanding the Universal Laws for one. And how energy works.

    Yes we are here within the experience.. But it’s our choice HOW we experience.. Once we understand the Laws of attraction, and cause and effect.

    When we understand the power has always been within us, but our minds, our energy has been so highjacked, distorted, and run down via our layers of incarnations into this Game within this repetitive ‘Prison Planet’ where others thrive on our suffering and losses within the game …

    We have forgotten that we are the Master Creators, which can, if we remember to apply the power of our thoughts to loving ourselves, opening our hearts, and aligning with our God Given gifts, by sharing and caring and BE-ing the best versions of ourselves… We Win the Game..

    Because as you so rightly said Donna as we open and expand our hearts in Chris/Gods/Consciousness , then the negative players have nowhere to go, because we give them no room to feed from the fear of sliding down the shoot or slithering down the snake back to square One.

    Because we are only set to Climb our own Ladders of assession to conquer the fear within, and become at One with our evolutionary Experience of learning to Love our inner BE-ing in the oneness which we were created to BE..
    But we got so lost in the Game we forgot our own abilities and powers to out-manoeuvre those who set the Trap and opened the game of continual play.

    So your paragraph here Donna says it perfectly

    ” When I remember who I truly am, dis-identified from my avatar in the matrix, anything is possible. When I declare that this experience is not about the ‘me’ as a matrix-defined individual, but about me as an infinite awareness, all-knowingness self-having an experience – then my existence can transform. This allows me to be free and leave this matrix once and for all.”

    Much love and you are on a roll… Loved listening and reading. And especially the well-chosen graphics which fitted perfectly.

    Hugs Sue x ❤ ❤ ❤

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    1. The Path to My Heart Avatar

      Hi Sue! And thank you for your comment which I really enjoyed reading. There’s lots of truth in what you share. Yes, you can’t play unless you know the rules, but they are so good about telling us what they are. We were bound to trip over ourselves. And even if we did know the rules – they’d change them because yes, all lies.

      Universal Laws is a very good point you bring up. I think that they apply to everyone – even them, so there’s only so much they can get away with at the end of the day. And, yes, the power has always been within us! Hard to find when we’re being messed with constantly. I’m grateful I am awake this time around. Not sure how long I’ve even been here?? Maybe someday I’ll get an answer to that. There’s still mystery and room for us to create – even in this game. It’s amazing really, and so devastating too for some.

      I really glad this is ending – someday and hopefully soon!! At least there are things we can do to help ourselves, and knowing we can leave is a nice feeling. Glad you’re here too!! Strength in numbers and holding your vision of community and cooperation! It’s great! Thanks again Sue! Much love and many hugs!! Donna

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    Anonymous

    BRILLIANT, and thought provoking… Keep up the great blogs.

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    1. The Path to My Heart Avatar

      Thank you so much for your lovely comment!!

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